:::::::a beautiful contradiction

Something really weird is happening with my journal... I haven't even had this thing for very long, and already is shitting on me. I've looked on people's journals, and there are comments there from me that I haven't even written, and it's really weird. I've deleted them, so if anyone receives strange comments from me, you will know I didn't actually do it... God that's strange. Sorry if it happened to you!! Maybe someone has hacked me... which I think is highly unlikely because my life is not that interesting at all... And sorry to Hayley! I saw your comment in Kristin's journal and it was posted under my username, so I deleted it, and then logged out and copied and pasted it and re- posted it. This is just so fucked, I hate livejournal. I'm so getting a myspace now...

TEE is one week. Exactly one week. How fucked up is that? I have absolutely no motivation to study... I mean, how hard is it to babble on for three pages per essay about how Mao Zedong was an evil megalomaniac (dude, I love that word) in History, and solve a couple of emf problems and equilibrium problems in Physics. Okay, so it's harder than it sounds, but I really can't be fucked. What's the point? I don't wanna be anything anyway... I think I just wanna be a famous drummer. Okay, so that's not as easy as it sounds either... I'm going to need a band first...

On better news, all I need is Origin of Symmetry and I have all the Muse albums! My sister thinks I'm a crack head for wanting to own the actual version of CDS rather than the crappy little burnt versions. I've decided I want a CD collection though, and the cost doesn't really bother me, so yay, I'm excited because I actually have a sort of hobby! ... God that sounded pathetic.

Favourite CDS right now:
Tegan and Sara- So Jealous
The Grates- Gravity Wont Get You High
Queen- The Greatest Hits (platinum collection or whatever its called)
JET- Shine On
Phantom Planet- Phantom Planet Is Missing ((it's so random, I bought this one off ebay because I loved The Guest more than I love the self titled album, so I hoped that because this one was older it would be more like The Guest.... it is kinda, but it's different again I think. I still kinda like it though)

Anyway must go shoot myself... of course before I attempt to study. Dude I hate exams- but these are the last ones forever!! YAY!! ... until university of course...

Piss.

Omg, it's like the time to hyperventilate... MOCK EXAMS START ON FRIDAY!!!!!!




*takes deep breath*


Can I claim that I'm too nervous to study?

Well I thought it sounded like a good excuse.

Whoa, so this week has been the strangest of almost all weeks I've encountered this year... and that is one big statement to make considering the weird situations I've encountered. My sister right, she's a year older than me, works -- well, worked -- a this bakery. She took a year off before she went off to uni, just so she could save up some cash and whatnot. The whole time she's been there, they haven't been very nice to her she says, but this week I think it's when it all came to a head. One of the bosses, Faye, is like this old, 50 something year old who is totally off her rocker. Emma (the sister) reckons she malts all her hair into the food, and chit chats like she's a five year old with no basic understanding of the English language. Well, the other day, that Faye mole decided she just didn't like Emma, and she threw some bread at her. She threw an effing roll at her. I mean, she picked up the ham and cheese scroll, and like, ditched it at her from across the room. It's crazy, right? I mean, not all employers throw their produce, right? Because if that's the case there I've just lost a lot of excitement about leaving school and getting a job...

So then Emma said she went to one of the other boss ladies, namely Jenny who is also not exactly normal, and told her she was giving her notice to quit and all this. Long story short, Faye heard Emma quitting, came out and yelled at her in front of the customers, and Emma walked out and didn't go back.

But hey, a good point in all this negativity- I got to stay home and I didn't even fake sick. Now, I think that's the most fun I've had wagging at home because I didn't actually have to pretend I was sick.

Yeah so... it was a weird week...

Oooh PS, it's my birthday on Friday.... lol, I'm only going to be 17, but I'm still excited. So sue me, I'm a child. I still obtain the right to get excited over meager things.

So I've just counted the days until my 17th birthday... 12
The days until mock exams... 26
The days until TISC has to be submitted... 33
The days until graduation... 51
The days until the TEE begins... 61
The days until the rest of my life starts... 80

So rather than preparing for any of these important events, I'm sitting here counting the days until they arrive.

I told you I was bored, didn't I?

I had a conversation with myself in my head this afternoon (this is a lot more normal than you think), and I decided it was definitely time to break from my homework... the homework of course that it consuming my life *shakes fist at teachers*. Anyway, it was a long hard process to decide what to do...

"Sport?"
"Too lazy."
"Instrument?"
"Too unco."
"Food?"
"Already eating."
"Internet?"
"Hmm..."

So yeah, here goes me with what is apparently known as "livejournal"... I couldn't be buggered figuring out my space, and this one has a million and one communities... so yeah, here I am...

I'm not very interesting, am I?

Piss.